As many of you know I haven't felt anything in a while. Like no sadness and no happiness, I have been like blaaaa. Recently I met a wonderful guy, I mean wonderful in every way, like I should be talking to him as a friend but I am like no. He inspired me to follow my dreams and creativity, so I have really been focusing on me and Adrian. So I thank God for using him to bring that smile back. I am sad that he and I could have a great relationship but I really don't want a relationship with anyone.
I don't even have any desires for anyone. I know he is a great guy but yes you all it is me, I know I know. He is a very successful man and has really encouraged he to follow my success. I have been celibate relationship wise since 2009 when I have to leave my son dad and I have been celibate physically since my son dad. I don't want to be in a relationship until God guide the man he created to me.  I know I have to follow God. Joshua 1:8 () 8 This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. #Bible http://j.mp/gPUojz