Psalm 38:5
"My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness."
"My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness."
I gained a tadbid information about myself a flaw I never really knew AFFECTED my personality in a negative way. I have to ask God to give me the strength to work on because it is one of his main sins.
2 Corinthians 11:17
"That which I speak, I speak it not after the Lord, but as it were foolishly, in this confidence of boasting."
James 4:16
"But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil."
*THESE PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I TRULY LOVE THEM, BECAUSE GOD REALLY USED THEM TO REVEAL TO ME MY FAULTS/FLAWS AND WEAKNESSES THAT I NEED TO WORK ON.*
I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GALS, MEN AND WOMEN, I APOLOGIZE. I WILL SHOUT IT FROM EVERY MOUNTAIN TOP IF I HAVE TO BECAUSE I WAS WRONG, WRONG, WRONG. MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF INFRONT OF STRANGERS BECAUSE I WAS WRONG FOR THE UNGODLY OUTBURST, BOASTING, AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT DID NOT GIVE YOU THE GLORY GOD.
Thank you God for using strangers that love me more than I loved myself, more than my blood family loved me. My own family fights with each other, talks about one another behind their backs, steals from each other, and competes with each other daily, they put each other down, and try to control each others every move.
The AA1 family has never ever done that, no matter how mad many of them get with me, still they have never treated me as bad as my blood family, they tell me the truth and revealed to me what I have not seen in myself. This family that you have revealed to me still loves me no matter what. Even when I give up on myself they don't give up on me. God I don't know how to love anyone else except for my son, he is the only one that has ever loved me for me and my faults.
God you truly revealed to me the love this wonderful group of people have for me.
God you are truly good. Thank you Father in heaven for loving me more than I love myself. I never felt love from anyone like the love I get from the AA1 family, no matter what I put many of them through they still love me, they still come to me with respect, even after the disrespect, and don't sugar coat anything.
“Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:” Isaiah 26:4 KJV
I don't even know how to apologize to the ones I have hurt the most, my heart is broken right now. Father in heaven please take control over this situation, take control over me, and reveal to my AA1 family how grateful I am to them for allowing you to reveal your love to me.
Daniel 9:9
"To the Lord our God belong mercies and forgivenesses, though we have rebelled against him"
I am so sorry God, please forgive me. Please allow them to forgive me God please.