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Sunday, July 31, 2011

Another victory

Today God confirmed the fear I had. A lady I now admire was used by God to heal me. For weeks she had been asking me to visit her church and I put it off. Then one Tuesday for prayer days I took my son to visit that church and he been asking me For 3 weeks to take him back there (God used my son) as I walked in the first person I see was the lady that invited me. We took my son to youth church.
She was like hold on wait I have to get my fiancee, as I waited for her and her fiancee, I noticed something different.
He is blind like all the way blind. I at first thought he would be partially, but no blind blind. As I was looking at her gentally care for him, walking with her man up the stairs. I thought for the rest of her life she has to take care of him. How humble can a diligent servant of God get.
My eyes was opened to what God was telling me. Katie you have to loose who you are if you want to be one of mines. Wow it hit me.
When we got into the sanctuary, this servant of God was called away to help another in need. I became scared and asked God to speak to me.
God then spoke to me and God used my son once again. When service was over the pastor said if we wanted to stay to pray we could. I was scared and I wanted to stay, but I was like no I have to get my son. As my son and I got into the car and we were pulling away, my baby told me "Why did you leave you was suppose to stay up stairs" I was like why. He told me "you needed to" I kept saying to myself next time be cause it scared me. It didn't seem like it was him telling me. 
I prayed and was like we may visit again.

Corinthians 7:1

2 Corinthians 7:1 () 7:1 Since we have these promises, beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from every defilement of body and spirit, bringing holiness to completion in the fear of God. #Bible http://j.mp/eBqiph

Saturday, April 30, 2011

God is Good

God is so good, I woke up blank and even today I am just so blank. I was thinking about my life and the choices I have made and good and bad. I was like did I really love my husband when I first married him. Hmm.
That was a question I had no answer to, the question.

Then I was in the car and listening to the radio. The word was good, I didn't even mean to listen to the gospel channel, but I was listening to it and the word was good. The pastor talked about God placing people in your life for a reason.

When I first got married, I loved my husband with my whole heart, but his mom and sister would wait until my husband went to work and tell me things about him and really nothing good. I admit now that I look back on it, I did not have God number one in my life at the time so I allowed the enemy to come into my life and take control.

Daniel 9:9 (King James Version)


 9To the Lord our God belong mercies and forgivenesses, though we have rebelled against him;


From then on I had anger and resentment for my husband, but it wasn't him it was me. I allowed the enemy to come in because I had no idea at the time I needed God to be number one in my life.


God sent so much into my life to shake me up to open my eyes, I love God so much for all he does. If it wasn't for God shaking up my life and opening my eyes I would be where I was and lost comfortable living a life of hate, anger, resentment, and lust.

I say thank you Jesus every day of my life, God opened my eyes to the world around me, I was able to see my husband the real him, I was able to see me, do you hear me I was able to see me.
I prayed and asked God to please forgive me, right now my husband and I are separated he want to get a divorce and I said to the Lord "God I want to follow your path and your will, please take control over me"

It took everything in me to forgive, forgive my mother -n-law, sis-n-law, husband, and it took the longest for me to forgive myself.

I forgave because how can I say I and a Christian and not forgive, how can I preach one thing and do another, Jesus died on the cross for us and  made a blueprint for the way we should live our lives but we choose not to live them that way. If I continue to choose to sin when I know what I am doing is wrong then it is saying "I don't care, Jesus died for me" I want to give thanks at all times and show God I appreciate all he has blessed me with because if it wasn't for him it would be no me.

2 Samuel 22:50 (King James Version)


 50Therefore I will give thanks unto thee, O LORD, among the heathen, and I will sing praises unto thy name.