Hebrews 10:24-25 () 24 And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, 25 not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near. #Bible http://j.mp/i2sLHy

As many of you know I haven't felt anything in a while. Like no sadness and no happiness, I have been like blaaaa. Recently I met a wonderful guy, I mean wonderful in every way, like I should be talking to him as a friend but I am like no. He inspired me to follow my dreams and creativity, so I have really been focusing on me and Adrian. So I thank God for using him to bring that smile back. I am sad that he and I could have a great relationship but I really don't want a relationship with anyone.
I don't even have any desires for anyone. I know he is a great guy but yes you all it is me, I know I know. He is a very successful man and has really encouraged he to follow my success. I have been celibate relationship wise since 2009 when I have to leave my son dad and I have been celibate physically since my son dad. I don't want to be in a relationship until God guide the man he created to me.  I know I have to follow God. Joshua 1:8 () 8 This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. #Bible http://j.mp/gPUojz

Thank you Father in Heaven Teach me

God I trust everything will be just fine because you said it’s going to be just great. I know in my heart, my life, my readings, and my teachings your blessing me every day. I know by just living my life Father in Heaven you know what is in my heart and my desires. I know you are reveling to me your answering my prayers because when I think it you send your people in my life, you send your word to me by showing me you are here with me. You show me you are answering my prayers and I should not give up on you Father in Heaven I love you so much. I thank you so much. I truly know you exist God thank you.

I know I have lots of questions and I am always asking when are you going to bless me and how will you bless me, I just don’t realize like many other people that your blessing me everyday when I look at my son, my mother, my father, my family I need to give thanks for your blessings. I need to give thanks when I go home at night, I need to give thanks when I get a paycheck, and I need to give thanks I have a home to go to. I need to give thanks because I am able to praise you in the open and attend services dedicated to you. God I have no idea like so many other humans in this world the wonderful miraculous blessings you have bestowed upon us. 

Yet, I still doubt you God when I feel like my life isn’t the way I want it to be. I want my life a certain way and I want things when I want them God and I expect you to give them to me when I want my blessings. We are quick to say you are the one and only God in our life. We are afraid to admit we are our own God we want the glory and praise to come to us, we give to the poor and quick to say I gave this or that to that person. When a disaster hit we make sure others know what we done to do our part “I went to help the Katrina victims”. When we help our neighbors “I had to loan **** some money to pay their bills or I had to help ***** get their car fix. When we our family and friends are in trouble and need a shoulder to lean on “Well I had to talk to *** the other day, You know they having problem and I am helping them all I could.” Are we really giving God all the glory?

Father in heaven RELEASE ME from the bond of the world, my old life, my old ways and Baptize me with your anointing.

God I release myself unto you and I give you all the glory, I am nothing without you Father in Heaven.

King James Matthew 8:8

The centurion answered and said, Lord, I am not worthy that thou shouldest come under my roof: but speak the word only, and my servant shall be healed.